SAD

So long time doesn't have this feeling again. Everything without realize, she become part of my family member. Can't deny that, I really felt so...Every words from her, hit to the bottom of my heart...The only words I can said is pain,really PAIN! 


I understand that life must have UP and DOWN...but everytime the UP period seem shorter than the DOWN one. Yesterday suppose to be a good good day..but life turning really fast without notice what happen, sdly the world like so complicated. Even without myself involvement, i get the return which is not i deserve. Though i felt not fair but fact of life is like tat. 




Every words from her meant a lots to me, as this few month her guidance make me can walk longer and can;'t deny her care to me never less. I really don't have the intention to hurt her as well...but what she said really make me anger...i can't control myself....I really disappointing with the words from her..but after all we are just a friend which is not bound to each other,  she doesn't owe me and so does I. Maybe i really should put back the friendship to in between a superior and staff 

Life is full of materialistic human

Life is full of materialistic human, what we can do is jz being the very true of ownself :)

Promotion dinner + Collegue farewell @ 20 May 2011

Though today was working days, but i'm in office so long time i was not based in office already. So today a bit relax. Until the dinner time was damm hungry.......haha~~ we wait for our dinner till 8pm, but the night was really still young....today we sing k till 4am.....so long time i nvr back home so early....


After the dinner, we went to neway Ceo....service is sucks, we make appointment 11am, but we cn get into the room at 12:15am. The only reason why we need to stay until 4am. This night was really a good good night for me so long time never play like this. Thanks To All My Lovely Collegue.

Last but not least, ALL THE BEST TO OUR MANAGER, Sam that leaving us today...:)

Back to reality

After this short getaway, still yet I didn't get myself recharge. Perhaps I need a long long want. But when????

I felt sad to leave him alone while i'm enjoying the holiday

2molo will be my genting trip, is kinda sudden I make decision to join my university mate. I took an emergency leave and went for that. While I leave my dear alone in the KL. I felt guilty. What across my mind now is that, I felt is hard for me to leave him whenever I go. He will always in my mind. Is this meant that he would be the one for the rest of my life. Wondering what will happen if he sudden leave me 1day?


He consider as 998% good bf for me (Left 1 marks of coz because human was not perfect). Whenever I need him, he sure will be there for me.

I really felt guilty to leave him behind when I'm in holiday. :(

I did wrong thing again

Am I so stupid? Why everytime doing wrong things? Suppose today was the last day in the job but end up manager call and said my report got so many problem. I am so sad, am I really not suit audit. :(

Peak at the Peak

Due to over stress, we decide to have a relaxing trip though it was short time but it was unforgettable.

What can't miss in our trip no matter where is it, is this

*must in our outing* cant't deny this was berie nice~

Though this is the first trip we going together, can't deny nature of life there must be meeting and leaving. I just felt that I knew them not long and some of them already want to leave. Is sad but still I had to accept nature of life. From the bottom of my heart, I pray hard for them success in their next step in career.


Lets back to the trip agenda, we went to Ipoh for a brunch...this breakfast was quite nice.

Egg Toast
 (Erm..i had forget the name..) hehe

After that we straight away went to cameroon, had our tea time at boh tea farm, not kidding we really went there for a teatime..without going to tea farm.

Tea time at Boh Tea Farm

Then after that we continue our food searching trip...DURIAN, i miss to snap any picture coz i hunger for durian long time already...hehee. Can't deny durian'ing in a cool place was damm nice~~

Steambot in a cool place was amazing but this dinner was the
 most satisfied dinner  I had before in Cameroon.

*SMILE*

~ Spectacles Geng ~

~ Happy Birthday to Choon Ming ~